hy do my friends say and think im superior? please read?
I am very sorry for the school essay…jk but please read… About me, I always had a saying, where all in the same boat. nobody is perfect and people make mistakes. I truly thank my mother for engraving that in my head in my early years Of course, I still have to learn the hard way because… i’m not perfect, right? I try to keep things positive and be the piece keeper. I know for a fact my hands are not clean and i’m not the sharpest tool in the shed. I always had a rough life, growing up with really no one but my mom and brother to talk too. my mom getting a divorce from the step pops really took a toll on my family. my brother moved (but is now back) for 3 months I escaped by playing video games and working to help pay bills for a while (I actually feel good im helping). my mom is not in the best shape physically and emotionally at times. all I can say is its hard… but the last thing I need is sympathy, money, fame or what ever. I feel greatful that my mom hasn’t given up and joyful that we’re still together. Its the only thing I have. I guess the parasites attack me for my emotions. That’s my weakness. I always find the friend who *shields himself from getting hurt* not that I want to hurt him. but if you shield yourself you wont empathize with other peoples feelings and pain… (Im still learning my own philosophy). and I cannot spell worth a darn. and grammar sucks.
Well, I first meet this friend a while back say, two to three years ago. ever since he has been playing mind games. I came to terms with this guy online. sometimes, I just don’t quite know him. he had got in a fight with his local friends, apparently the local friend of his, xbox broke. so his friend would always play at his house. but, it wasn’t working out because the owner of the working xbox wanted to play oblivion (he choose oblivion over friendship!!). his friend is very social and fun to hang around. of course I choose this guys calm voice of please and pleasure over the really cool and outspoken guy, popularity isn’t my thing. he seemed cool at first but of course as I got to know him my world actually became twisted (not putting the blame on him because I chose to be friends with him).
He use to always tell me about himself. He always talked about himself and if I showed my opinion or said something about my self (usually relating to his problem) he would say guah… and then continue with what he is talking about, usually his experience with something game or personality related. He always said he had a really high IQ of 135. I basically was just following this guy being used and trash talked and threatened while helping him. He paid 15 bucks for wow for me and I payed him back for appreciation. but it was weird cause on facebook he said, “dont you hate when you tell people to do something and they mess your whole plan up? in short. If I buy a 15 dollar card for a month of wow he gets a free mount. that what he wanted from me. once he got it. that mask of his came off and boy did the insults swarm in. and when the others friends came (friends of his) they would just tease me and put me down no matter what I wanted to say.
Its funny because now I feel like his past friend. I do not want to be dragged down with this guy. he calls me crazy, sociopath or whatever when I feel good about myself or show confidence in bettering myself. I have worked hard to get to the point I am now. even though I am lazy \:D. funny how i step inside his shoes he quickly changes the subject. “I found a check given to me for 13 cents.”… I don’t want revenge. I want to warn others of him but im not one to label. (something else my mom taught me). I dont want my son to be the very label I cause others. this guy basically follows me around the net. if im on latales hes on latales, if im wanna go to wow, he will go to wow, and its weird how when I get a new xbox with xbox live he hasnt been on since i been off, guess what… hes now on xbox live. him and others just back stab me talk about me to my face label me what they may label themselves. im tired of it. i was in a group with local friends and another one of my friends joined (from xbl) and everytime I told a joke he would mock me by laughing sarcastically. (I understand misery needs company… I just wanna stand up for myself against these people. my life is a living hell. I’ve worked very hard to get to the spot I am in my life and I rather have it no other way.
to add last night since I hang out with kids on xbox live a lot. i dont care who you are if your on xbox live to have fun , hey man your number one in my book. no insults no blame… nothing but fun and joy… but I got into a lil argument with him and he said kids dont deserve respect because their kids. I said thats the problem kid with no respect go around disrespecting others even adults because their parents showed them no respect. thats my opinion right. he replies,
Suggestion by Helpful Troll
you need to shorten that by a few hundred words, then you will get some help.
Suggestion by mikenoname
i think this guy knows that you are a good person so he blames all the things HE does on YOU. Either he knows what he’s doing or he doesn’t but he is the one whos the sociopath here, not you. Don’t worry you are not doing anything wrong youre just trying to be a good friend. It also sounds like he may be taking out all of the anger he has on the world out on you. Maybe he doesn’t like his life and he holds in everything bad that happens to him in his life and decides to take it out on you online. I think he may need some help. He’s began to stalk you online, and harass you. Maybe if you really want him to leave you alone you should threaten to charge him with harassment. If he gets his friends to gang up on you after you threaten to charge him, record all online conversations and bring them in to police. This strange behaviour is not normal for someone. He shouldn’t be bragging about everything he does and be blaming you for everything. Like I said earlier I’m not trying to be mean but he actually seems to be sociopathic. I really hope I helped you solve your problem!!!
I think I might be ADD. Help?
What I’m about to type might be long, but please read it all. I looked up the symptoms online, and I match up with a lot of them. Before I talk to my mom about it, I want to look into it a little more. I am 14 if this helps with any of the symptoms. I used to get good grades in school, but in 7th grade they started to drop a little. My report card usually consists of a couple low Cs with the occasional D.
-I find it nearly impossible to pay attention in class, and get distracted easily
-My mind wanders off all the time, and I have trouble getting it to focus
-I have great difficulty starting on anything, such as homework and school projects, thus resulting in missing assignments
-I talk A LOT
I match up with other symptoms too, but these were the main ones.My sister has it too, so if she inherited it from anyone, could I have inherited it also? I also didn’t start to notice these symptoms until I was in the 6th grade.
Suggestion by Wise Guy
You might want to talk to your parents about it then. Also, you can’t “be” ADD; you can “have” ADD.
Suggestion by nassar.sarah
You Have a really good chance but just because you have ADD doesn’t mean you are like the stupidest person in the world i have a friend with ADD!
Suggestion by weepingwillow256
It may be a phase if it started durring middle school, a hormone change could be the cause, or a lifestyle change, I”m more focussed if i exercise and get lots of sun light, maybe you should talk to her about your symptoms, with out putting a label on them and see what she sugests, maybe go get a gerneral check up?
Suggestion by GC
You should talk to you doctor about it to get professional advice but heres mine..Im 24 in college been there forever still trying to graduate and I cant seem to get focused..I was never diagnosed with ADD but Im feeling just like you when Im in class or doing homework I start thinking about a television show or Brad Pitt a number of things..
Also I cant talk on the phone and watch TV I have a one track mind U may have it I may have it I dont know..You see I have no insurance and while u do you should take advantage of it talk to your mom and then to a doctor FInd out what the issue is before you get older like me still struggling. Good luck girl and happy new year
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